I can only imagine!!!

weight?!?!?

Man, I need to lose weight. I am trying to say on a diet, but man its sooooo stinken hard. Specially when your used to eating at much as i am, than its super hard to cut down on your portions and eat just like half the amount you normally do, but nonetheless my goal is to lose 40 lbs by feburary, its gonna be hard with the holiday season upon us, but with the Lords help i can concure the 40 lbs!!!!! WORK IT!! WORK IT!!!!!!!!!!!

West Coast Womens COnference

So this weekend (10/25-27/07) we had the annual West Coast Womens Conference.I Had a ton of fun. I played the drums for church and stuff..i loved it!!! So glad I gotta do it. Sis BUxton preached for the day, and Sis Doty preached for the night, everything was soo good...im so glad i gotta go...there was soooo much stuff revealed to me, that i really needed to know. SO, i got what i went for. anyway, i am anxiously looking forward to next year already!! its gonna be a good one!!!

7 months!!!

7 months from today and I will no longer be in high school!!! i am super estaticly excited!!!!I cant wait!!

One amazing God

I love Jesus...he is continually amazing me! God makes a way when there seems to be no way. He is awesome!! and i am trully thankful to him for everthing he has done for me!!!

friends

haha this is lisa and angie from calgary...i love these pics

I need a vacation

So i got back day on tuesday from canada. I had a blast. I wanna go again deffiantly. I love the mountains, sooo gorgeous. and i love calgary, the folks are so nice there....the kings are awesome! hi eveyrone from the church...angie, lisa, sara, starr, mark, jeremy, esther, and everyone else, sorry I forgot ur names, but mark introduced me to like 100 people in like 30 seconds, but HEY GUYS!!!! anyway yeah i had a ton of fun. now back to the real world. Ugg.

Canada!!!!

Here i am, in Canada. Im in Surrey right now, Im going to my uncle pauls anniversary dinner thingy, and then right after that im flying to calgary for like a week and a half..thats like a stinken long time, i already miss everybody at home and i have only been gone for 24 hrs. but yeah I will prolly make it. lol me and my dad are staying with some friends of the family, and he is preaching up in calgary and so is my grandpa so im deffiantly gona be busy..anyway well I better go.

Senior~!

so tomorrow is my first monday, but the beginning of my second week of senior year!! WOHHOO!! im so excited to graduate..my math is already getting hard, as well as my chemisty, lanagueg and history! nothin changes lol. but i only have 8 months and 14 days left!! wooho!

more craziness

dude its crazy. nikki, my sister, is stinken 18 yrs old. it seemed like just yesterday that she blew out her 3 candles on her cake(okay not really it feels like forever lol) but wow. and im turning 17 in less than a month. that means next year i will be 18 yrs old...wow im gonna cry lolol..

boringness

i am so tired. school starts in a week from today. i am not ready to go. i am. but i aint. i very much dislike school. but its my last year in high school. so i dont think it will go as bad. and there are things to look forward to lol. but of course im bored and i dont have anything to do except blog lol.

~!Wedding Bells~!

okay, so tiffany and kraig set there date, July 12 2008.....dude thats crazy, less than a year..11 months....wow...

also Josh also got engaged this weekend...lol kinda shocking but cool..lol

I dont even know why im writing this cause no one ever comes to my blog thingy........but im just bored...

Glad to be home!!!

It feels so good to be home, I never knew how much i missed portland, and AWC until being clear across the states in North Carolina. I;m glad I went and everything, it was quiet an expierence, but after being there for one day, i missed everyone lol. I had a ton of fun, I went to nationals as a spectator, and hopefully it will be the last time lol, it did get me pumped up for this quiz year, I have two more years left and I am excited!!!!

Wow, Tiffany got engaged last night, and they announced it during church this morning, wow it was so wierd, I always knew it was gonna happen, and they were gonna get engaged, but it didnt hit me until during church.....its deffiantly gonna be different when tiffany is gone! but they havent set a date yet, so not sure when the wedding is.

anyway, im tired and my head hurts and this has been a big day!!! so Im gonna go now!

Today is the day!!!!8/3/07!

Its 1:30 and I am totally starting to get freaked out..I was laying in bed last night, just thinking about being in the plane, and i started getting dizzy...Its gonna be so stinken hard for me to get on the plane...I aint just gonna be up in the air for an hour...oh no...deffainly FIVE STINKEN HOURS!!!!! its an all night flight, straight thrue, no overlays, which i would much rather have one...but whatever!! ug anyway well let me go throw up...lol

Family Camp

This year family camp was a blast!!!! I went wensday and thursday all day, and then friday night. Bro Doug. Klindenst preached during the the night, and Bro.Dave Norris preached during the day!!! On friday, Bro. Klindenst preached about never giving up!!! that whole night, I was focused on him like the whole preaching, like you know when people listen to preachers they sometimes are 100% focused, and they look around sometime, and talk to there neighbor, NOT ME!!! he caught my attention from his title on.......wow amazing!!!! Sis. Norris is great! I adopted her as my grandma, so is the cutest thing ever!!! anyway, well here in a couple of days i will be going to north carolina, like on friday, and its tuestday right now. Wow i am getting really excited i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!

The beach

7/20-7/21 Some of our youth group went to Lincoln City. In the morning, Me,katie, annie, justin, jereme, and brother drove in the truck. It was sooo much stinken fun, when we got there, we went shopping for a bit, and then checked into our cabin, and then we went and we built a SANDCASTLE!!!!!!!!!!....lol all i have got to say, is that katie and brother need to learn how to build a sandcastle, lol. but it was fun, then we drove up the ocean a bit, and then went to mo's where we met Sarah, Mary, Ryan, and sam at around 8:00. we ate, then we went back and hung out for a bit, roasted marshmallows, and then walked on the beach. lol then we went to bed, hahah IT WAS THE WORST NIGHT EVER LOL!!!!!!!!! at about 4 30 a.m i woke up and about died of a heat stroke lol, katie had put the heater up to about 100 degrees. lol so i went outside and slept in the rain lol.....anyway, i had a ton of fun!!!!!!!!!!! excpet one thing that i didnt have so much fun, is that my camera is broke now...UG

A Letter from Jesus

Dear Friend,

I just had to write to tell you how much I love you and care for you.

Yesterday, I saw you walking and laughing with your friends; I hoped that soon you'd want Me to walk along with you, too. So, I painted you a sunset to close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you. I waited; you never called. I just kept on loving you.

As I watched you fall asleep last night, I wanted so much to touch you. I spilled moonlight onto your face trickling down your cheeks as so many tears have. You didn't even think of me; I wanted so much to comfort you.

The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise into a glorious morning for you. But you woke up late and rushed off to work-you didn't evennotice.

My sky became cloudy and Mytears were the rain.

I love you! Oh, if you'd only listen. I really love you! I try to say it in the quiet of the green meadow and in the blue sky. The wind whispers My love throughout the treetops and spills it into the vibrant colors of the flowers.

I shout it to you in the thunder of the great waterfalls and composed love songs for birds to sing for you. I warm you with the clothing of My sunshine and perfume the air with nature's sweet scent.

My love for you is deeper than the ocean and greaterthan any need in your heart. If you'd only realize how I care. I died just for you. My Dad sends His love. I want you to meet Him. He cares, too. Fathers are just that way.

So please call Me soon. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait because I love you.

Your Friend,
Jesus

"I AIN'T LAME NO MORE"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night (7/18/07) at church Bro. Plemons preached an AWESOME message, He talked about the three"L's"-Limping, Lifting, Leaping- It was about people who limp into church, and they have all these problems wether financial, spiritual, physical, depression, opression ect. and then God lifting them up, and instead of leaving the same way, they leave LEAPING! aka Dancing and stuff. It was an awesome service, when we had the altar call, everyone was jumping and stuff it was aweosme!!! then after he was done he turned it over to pastor, and so he had the musicains and pray singers come up, and i was playing the drums, after awhile we played Shout and when we got to the part" Shout for the victory shout till youve been set free shout" the whole place exploded like a nuclear bomb!!!!!!!!!!!

My face

Marys grandma has a face

NORTH CAROLINA HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOHOOOO! im so excited, so 2 weeks and 4 days until I leave to Charlotte, NC. At first I bought a plane ticket, and i thought i would have to fly by myslef which is really scary cause i have the worldest biggest phobia of flying and heights ect. and then I was talking to Sis. Huffman and she asked when i was leaving and i told her, come to find out we are going on the same plane so that is a complete and total maricle!!!!!!!! then I am staying with Dawnella and alex, and then flying back by myself on the way home, which I am totally freaked out about, BY MYSELF!!!!!!!!! I feel sorry for the people sitting around me, but when I get back safely home then I will be excited lol!!